My Hearts Prayer...

A moment in which I wish had never happened- I hurt the ones I love. Father, Daddy, hear my cry, my hurt, my pain, my heartache, and make me whole. Love the one I hurt when I can not fully... For my love is not yet complete without You as my strength and center. I desire to be worthy of him but I know I must first desire to be worthy of you... My heart hurts and my sorrow is almost unbearable...Give him one who will live, laugh, and love- happily, and wholeheartedly. Forgive me for thinking me without You would be enough for him... Forgive me for not loving YOU as I should and therefore not be able to love him as I desire...Heal me father for I can only pray for rescue. For if I do it alone, as I have, I will fail again...and again. I fling myself at the foot of your cross and ask for forgiveness, for help, for comfort...


Psalm 6
O LORD, Deliver My Life
To the choirmaster: with stringed instruments; according to(A) The Sheminith.[a] A Psalm of David.
1O LORD, rebuke me not in your anger,
nor discipline me in your wrath.
2Be gracious to me, O LORD, for I am languishing;
heal me, O LORD, for my bones are troubled.
3My soul also is greatly troubled.
But you, O LORD—how long?
4Turn, O LORD, deliver my life;
save me for the sake of your steadfast love.
5For in death there is no remembrance of you;
in Sheol who will give you praise?
6I am weary with my moaning;
every night I flood my bed with tears;
I drench my couch with my weeping.
7My eye wastes away because of grief;
it grows weak because of all my foes.
8 Depart from me, all you workers of evil,
for the LORD has heard the sound of my weeping.
9The LORD has heard my plea;
the LORD accepts my prayer.
10All my enemies shall be ashamed and greatly troubled;
they shall turn back and be put to shame in a moment.


Psalm 13
How Long, O LORD?
To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David.
1How long, O LORD? Will you forget me forever?
How long will you hide your face from me?
2How long must I take counsel in my soul
and have sorrow in my heart all the day?
How long shall my enemy be exalted over me?
3 Consider and answer me, O LORD my God;
light up my eyes, lest I sleep the sleep of death,
4 lest my enemy say, "I have prevailed over him,"
lest my foes rejoice because I am shaken.
5But I have trusted in your steadfast love;
my heart shall rejoice in your salvation.
6I will sing to the LORD,
because he has dealt bountifully with me.


Trust in the Lord … Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will do this. Be still before the Lord, and wait patiently for him. (Psalm 37:3-5, 7a)


Hear my cry, O God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the earth I call to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me to the rock that is higher than I. For you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the foe. I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings. (Psalm 61:1-4)



(Psalm 62:1-2)
1For God alone my soul waits in silence;
from him comes my salvation.
2 He only is my rock and my salvation,
my fortress; I shall not be greatly shaken.